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Nikki Smith Death Doula

Nikki is a death doula, Grief coach and podcaster, serving the terminally ill, Dying, Elderly and their loved ones with dignity and respect. Her goal is to help others embrace the end of life and share open and honest communication with their loved ones. She can take the burden and hold space so you can focus on what matters most in your final days and leave this world at peace.

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167. Letting Go To Live Fully: Olivia'S Story Of Transition, Family, And Joy &Raquo; 24861728 1721389806745 24Cbf7Bb51236
167. Letting Go to Live Fully: Olivia's Story of Transition, Family, and Joy

TW light politics, adult themesWeek 4 of our June Pride Month series brings one of my favorite conversations yet. This week I sat down with my longtime friend Olivia. Olivia is and author and founder …

TW light politics, a…

TW light politics, adult themesWeek 4 of our June Pride Month series brings one of my favorite conversations yet. This week I sat down with my longtime friend Olivia. Olivia is and author and founder of the podcast; It’s All Been Done Radio Hour.In this episode, Olivia opens up about what it felt like to finally step into her true self, what life looks like now as a trans woman and a parent of two amazing small humans.This is a story about Love, honesty, courage, and what it really means to live your most authentic life.You can find Olivia’s show at https://www.iabdpresents.com/Want to Joi…

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166. Coming Out, Starting Over &Amp; Hot Flashes: Heather Vickery On Living With Joy &Raquo; 24861728 1721389806745 24Cbf7Bb51236
166. Coming Out, Starting Over & Hot Flashes: Heather Vickery on Living with Joy

What happens when you finally stop living by everyone else's rules and start living your truth? This week, I sat down with transformational coach, Human Design expert, and all-around brave human Heath…

What happens when yo…

What happens when you finally stop living by everyone else's rules and start living your truth? This week, I sat down with transformational coach, Human Design expert, and all-around brave human Heather Vickery of Vickery & Co for a warm, honest, and deeply moving conversation about what it really looks like to come out later in life.Heather opens up about coming out after years of living a life that looked great on the outside: married, successful, a mother. But didn't fully reflect who she was on the inside. She shares what it was like to navigate Divorce, redefine her relationship with …

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165. The Raw Truth About Traumatic Loss With Author &Amp; Coach G. Scott Graham &Raquo; 24861728 1721389806745 24Cbf7Bb51236
165. The Raw Truth About Traumatic Loss with Author & Coach G. Scott Graham

TW: language, graphic description of traumatic deathWhat does grief actually look like when the loss is sudden, traumatic, and completely shatters the life you knew? In this powerful and unfiltered co…

TW: language, graphi…

TW: language, graphic description of traumatic deathWhat does grief actually look like when the loss is sudden, traumatic, and completely shatters the life you knew? In this powerful and unfiltered conversation, author, coach, and psychedelic support coach G. Scott Graham opens up about the traumatic death of his husband — and what the experience taught him about the limits of clinical language, the courage it takes to feel real Emotions, and what healing actually requires.You can find G Scott here: https://gscottgraham.com/Want to Join the Good Grief Society? https://www.nikkithedeathdoula.…

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165. The Raw Truth About Traumatic Loss With Author &Amp; Coach G. Scott Graham &Raquo; 24861728 1721389806745 24Cbf7Bb51236
165. The Raw Truth About Traumatic Loss with Author & Coach G. Scott Graham

TW: language, graphic description of traumatic deathWhat does grief actually look like when the loss is sudden, traumatic, and completely shatters the life you knew? In this powerful and unfiltered co…

TW: language, graphi…

TW: language, graphic description of traumatic deathWhat does grief actually look like when the loss is sudden, traumatic, and completely shatters the life you knew? In this powerful and unfiltered conversation, author, coach, and psychedelic support coach G. Scott Graham opens up about the traumatic death of his husband — and what the experience taught him about the limits of clinical language, the courage it takes to feel real emotions, and what healing actually requires.You can find G Scott here: https://gscottgraham.com/Want to Join the Good Grief Society? https://www.nikkithedeathdoula.…

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164. Living Grief: How Author Jackie Disch Turned The Sudden Loss Of Her Wife Into A Memoir &Raquo; 24861728 1721389806745 24Cbf7Bb51236
164. Living Grief: How Author Jackie Disch Turned the Sudden Loss of Her Wife Into a Memoir

Kicking off our 4-week Pride Month series celebrating voices from the LGBTQIA+ community, we sit down with Jackie L. Disch.  Jackie is a poet, indie author, and the woman behind a  raw and honest gr…

Kicking off our 4-we…

Kicking off our 4-week Pride Month series celebrating voices from the LGBTQIA+ community, we sit down with Jackie L. Disch.  Jackie is a poet, indie author, and the woman behind a  raw and honest grief memoir;  Losing Katy: A Memoir of Love, Loss, and Living Grief.  It is a genre-bending work that weaves together poetic prose, journal entries, and emotional insight to paint an intimate portrait of what she calls "living grief." The memoir follows her journey from just before the sudden death of her wife, Katy, through the third anniversary of that loss.In this conversation, Jackie opens up…

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163. Honoring What Matters: The Art Of Memorialization With Liz Balli Of Evergreen Memorials &Raquo; 24861728 1721389806745 24Cbf7Bb51236
163. Honoring What Matters: The Art of Memorialization with Liz Balli of Evergreen Memorials

What does it really mean to memorialize someone, and why does it matter more than most of us realize?I sat down with Liz Balli of Evergreen Memorials, for an honest and compassionate conversation ab…

What does it really …

What does it really mean to memorialize someone, and why does it matter more than most of us realize?I sat down with Liz Balli of Evergreen Memorials, for an honest and compassionate conversation about death, grief, and the profound importance of honoring those we've lost. Liz brings a thoughtful, human-centered perspective to an industry that touches every single one of us.We explore the evolving landscape of burial practices and dig into what the act of memorialization really does for the living. Whether you're navigating a recent loss, thinking ahead for your own end-of-life planning, or …

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162. Caregiver Resentment: The Taboo Nobody Talks About &Raquo; 24861728 1721389806745 24Cbf7Bb51236
162. Caregiver Resentment: The Taboo Nobody Talks About

Caregiving is often described as an act of love. Because it is.But what doesn’t get talked about enough? The moments when it also feels overwhelming, exhausting… and yes, even resentful.In this e…

Caregiving is often …

Caregiving is often described as an act of love. Because it is.But what doesn’t get talked about enough? The moments when it also feels overwhelming, exhausting… and yes, even resentful.In this episode, we’re having the honest conversation most caregivers keep to themselves.Because you can love someone deeply and still feel frustrated, trapped, or completely drained by the responsibility of caring for them. And that doesn’t make you a bad person!! It makes you human.Want to Join the Good Grief Society?https://www.nikkithedeathdoula.com/the-good-grief-society Support me on Patreon! �…

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Season 9 Coming Next Week!! &Raquo; 24861728 1721389806745 24Cbf7Bb51236
Season 9 coming next week!!

Welcome to Season 9! I have a lot of great things coming this season and I’m so excited to have you all back. New episode dropping next week!You can find me at www.nikkithedeathdoula.comWant to Join…

Welcome to Season 9!…

Welcome to Season 9! I have a lot of great things coming this season and I’m so excited to have you all back. New episode dropping next week!You can find me at www.nikkithedeathdoula.comWant to Join the Good Grief Society?https://www.nikkithedeathdoula.com/the-good-grief-societyHave a burning question for Nikki the Death Doula? Leave me a message here: https://www.speakpipe.com/msg/s/458190/1/9pa2xynf4iwbj6p1Support me on Patreon! ⁠https://www.patreon.com/nikkithedeathdoula⁠Get merch! https://good-grief-podcast.printify.me/ 

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161. Escaping A Cult, Surviving Unimaginable Loss, And Reclaiming Personal Power With Isabella Young &Raquo; 24861728 1721389806745 24Cbf7Bb51236
161. Escaping a Cult, Surviving Unimaginable Loss, and Reclaiming Personal Power with Isabella Young

TW: mentions of murder, SA and some strong language.This episode is not an easy listen, but it’s an important one. In this week’s episode, I sit down with Isabella Young, a survivor whose life too…

TW: mentions of murd…

TW: mentions of murder, SA and some strong language.This episode is not an easy listen, but it’s an important one. In this week’s episode, I sit down with Isabella Young, a survivor whose life took a devastating turn when she escaped a messianic cult led by her ex-husband. What followed was unimaginable loss, deep Trauma, and the long, complicated road back to herself.Isabella also shares how her lived experience shaped her work today, helping others identify harmful patterns, reclaim their autonomy, and begin healing from deep emotional wounds.You can find Isabella at: www.feelingbetterna…

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160. Caregiving, Humor, And Heart With Mark Steven Porro &Raquo; 24861728 1721389806745 24Cbf7Bb51236
160. Caregiving, Humor, and Heart with Mark Steven Porro

TW: mentions of bodily functionsIn this episode, I sit down with Mark Porro, author of A Cup of Tea on the Commode, to talk about his experience giving up his bachelor Lifestyle  to care for his moth…

TW: mentions of bodi…

TW: mentions of bodily functionsIn this episode, I sit down with Mark Porro, author of A Cup of Tea on the Commode, to talk about his experience giving up his bachelor lifestyle  to care for his mother during her final months.Mark shares the raw, unfiltered reality of stepping into the role of caregiver with no experience outside of a sense of humor.This conversation is for anyone who has ever found themselves exhausted, overwhelmed, or quietly wondering if they’re doing any of this “right.” (Spoiler: there is no perfect way to do this.)Mark brings honesty, vulnerability, and a surprisi…

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159. Talking About Death Won’t Kill You: How Honest Conversations Change Everything &Raquo; 24861728 1721389806745 24Cbf7Bb51236
159. Talking About Death Won’t Kill You: How Honest Conversations Change Everything

What if talking about death didn’t feel so… heavy?In this episode, I sit down with the hosts of End of Life Conversations to explore what happens when we stop avoiding the topic we’re all quietl…

What if talking abou…

What if talking about death didn’t feel so… heavy?In this episode, I sit down with the hosts of End of Life Conversations to explore what happens when we stop avoiding the topic we’re all quietly thinking about. (You know, the one we tend to shove into the emotional junk drawer labeled “deal with later.”)We talk about why these conversations matter more than we think, how they can actually bring connection instead of discomfort, and what it looks like to approach them with honesty, curiosity, and a little more courage than we feel ready for.You can find Wakil and Annalouiza here; htt…

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158. Why Do People Grieve So Differently? Understanding Grief Personas With Sarah Baldwin. &Raquo; 24861728 1721389806745 24Cbf7Bb51236
158. Why Do People Grieve So Differently? Understanding Grief Personas with Sarah Baldwin.

In this episode I sit down with Sarah Baldwin, co-founder and CEO of Restfully, to explore a concept that can change the way we understand grief: grief personas.We often expect grief to look a certain…

In this episode I si…

In this episode I sit down with Sarah Baldwin, co-founder and CEO of Restfully, to explore a concept that can change the way we understand grief: grief personas.We often expect grief to look a certain way. Lots of tears, deep sadness, and a clear emotional timeline. But anyone who has experienced loss (or supported someone through it) knows that grief doesn’t follow a script.Sarah shares how the idea of grief personas helps explain these differences and why recognizing them can reduce conflict, increase empathy, and help us support each other better after loss.If you’ve ever wondered why y…

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