TW: mentions of murder, SA and some strong language.

This episode is not an easy listen, but it’s an important one. In this week’s episode, I sit down with Isabella Young, a survivor whose life took a devastating turn when she escaped a messianic cult led by her ex-husband. What followed was unimaginable loss, deep Trauma, and the long, complicated road back to herself.

Isabella also shares how her lived experience shaped her work today, helping others identify harmful patterns, reclaim their autonomy, and begin healing from deep emotional wounds.

You can find Isabella at: www.feelingbetternaturally.Love

https://youtube.com/@feelingbetternaturally.nature

Substack: https://feelingbetternaturally.substack.com/

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Nikki Smith Death Doula

Nikki is a death doula, grief coach and podcaster, serving the terminally ill, dying, elderly and their loved ones with dignity and respect. Her goal is to help others embrace the end of life and share open and honest communication with their loved ones. She can take the burden and hold space so you can focus on what matters most in your final days and leave this world at peace.