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I Lost Myself to Addiction and Pain Then Rebuilt a Life with Meaning

  1. I Lost Myself to Addiction and Pain Then Rebuilt a Life with Meaning Irene Weinberg 43:02

A former pastor who once built a church for men finds himself unraveling under the weight of addiction, infidelity, and a faith that no longer holds, and what follows is not a collapse but a return to something truer as Jason Lyle walks through the wilderness of Grief, shame, and near self-destruction to rebuild a life rooted in honesty, curiosity, and self-Love. In the quiet of the mountains and the discipline of daily practices like breathwork, Meditation, and cold exposure, he begins to understand that healing is not about fixing what is broken but about shedding what was never real, reconnecting the mind and body through nervous system regulation, and learning how to create space between impulse and action. What emerges is a different kind of strength, one that invites men to face their pain without armor, to regulate rather than react, and to discover that the path forward is not about becoming someone new but about returning to who they have always been beneath the noise, the habits, and the hurt.

IN THIS EPISODE, YOU’LL HEAR ABOUT THINGS LIKE:

  • How Jason’s life unraveled through addiction, infidelity, and a crisis of faith, and what it took to rebuild from the ground up.
  • Why grief, when faced honestly, can become a powerful teacher rather than something that destroys us.
  • How nervous system dysregulation drives impulsive behavior and the patterns we struggle to break.
  • The connection between Trauma, the body, and decision-making, and why change requires more than just willpower.
  • How practices like breathwork, meditation, Yoga, and cold exposure help reconnect the mind and body.
  • Why many men struggle with emotional regulation and how learning self-love becomes the foundation for healing.
  • The role of wilderness, solitude, and community in rebuilding identity and finding meaning.
  • Why true healing is less about becoming someone new and more about returning to your truest self.

WATCH ON YOUTUBE: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u72I2a14Y3k&list=PL7judgDzhkAWmfyB5r5WgFD6ahombBvoh

✨ Grief and Rebirth listeners — this is for you ✨

 

Jason is offering a free 30-minute Sacred Grit Discovery Call—a supportive space to explore where you are in your healing journey and how nervous-system-based spiritual practices can help you reconnect with peace, purpose, and faith.

 

Book your spot at www.thesacredgrit.com/call and use the code REBIRTH 💛

✨ Grief & Rebirth: Healing Resources & Tools ✨

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Irene Weinberg Author, Speaker and Host of Grief and Rebirth Podcast

Irene Weinberg is a public speaker, author, and host of the popular podcast Grief and Rebirth: Finding the Joy in Life. Two months before, during and just after her husband died next to her in a tragic car accident, Irene received profound messages that led to a spiritual awakening and her book They Serve Bagels in Heaven. Having learned to pay attention when seemingly “out of the blue” messages dropped into her head, one day Irene suddenly heard the word “podcast” and so began the next part of her soul purpose.  The mission of Grief and Rebirth: Finding the Joy in Life Podcast, which is touching and helping people all over the world, is to educate, enlighten, and provide healing choices through interviews with grief and trauma specialists, healers, mediums, and people who have inspiring stories of healing, transformation, and rebirth to share. 

You can find the Grief and Rebirth Podcast with its inspiring and uplifting interviews on YouTube, Facebook, Instagram, TikTok, my podcast page, Spotify, and Apple Podcas