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May 22nd, 2026

Marine Veteran Hit Rock Bottom Then Found Peace by Staring at a Wall

What happens when a Marine veteran who battled PTSD, addiction, Depression, suicidal thoughts, and years of chaos discovers that healing wasn’t found in doing more…

…but in doing less?

Tonight on The MisFitNation, US Marine Corps veteran Mark Blacknell shares a story most people never tell.

From military service…

To staring at a loaded Beretta.

From inner chaos…

To Meditation, stillness, and purpose.

Mark opens up about Trauma, transition, Fatherhood, prison ministry, helping men on death row, and the surprising power of silence.

This isn’t a conversation about “finding peace.”

It’s about surviving long enough to build it.

If you’ve ever felt lost after service…

If you’ve struggled with identity…

If you’ve fought battles nobody saw…

This episode is for you.

⏱ TIMESTAMPS

00:00 – MisFitNation opening + tribute
02:45 – Meet Marine veteran Mark Blacknell
05:20 – Meditation lessons hidden inside military life
09:12 – Israel, kibbutz life & discovering meditation
14:40 – Leaving organized spirituality behind
20:05 – PTSD, fatherhood & asking for help
25:00 – Transition struggles after service
29:15 – Depression, alcohol & staring at the Beretta
36:20 – Writing Stare at the Wall nearly broke him
43:05 – Fatherhood, Divorce & learning self-worth
51:14 – Prison ministry & helping men on death row
57:08 – Audience Q&A: trauma, mindfulness & stillness
1:09:10 – Simplicity as leadership
1:20:20 – Three lessons for the MisFitNation

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Rich LaMonica The MisFitNation Show

Rich LaMonica Is a 22-year veteran of the United States Army who was deployed on multiple occasions in support of the Global War on Terrorism. It was during this career he evolved as a leader of people. His education came from great mentors who showed him how to take care of people. He retired in 2015 and went through an entire year of self-reflection as he transitioned to civilian life again. Those 365 days from retiring to finding a job taught him valuable lessons about transition. This has powered his drive to help other veterans as they go through the transition and any other roadblocks they are hitting. He is a Motivated Speaker who discusses Mindset, Resilience, Grit, and more skills that will make you find your Purpose no matter the journey you have been on. He is currently finishing up two books while pursuing a Ph.D from Liberty University in Homeland Security. He lives by rules and has a motto that resonates with fans of How I met Your Mother “Challenge Accepted”. He is the Executive Producer and host of The MisFitNation Podcast